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1. |
I Adore You (E)
03:05
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My walls might
Have ears but
Your ears have ramparts
You built a castle
Dug a moat
Shored up the banks
And lined the parapets with archers
This wasn't meant to be a war
I don't know what we're fighting for
I left you flowers by the door
I hope you come out soon to find 'em
I adore you
I adore you
I adore you, I do
I adore you when you lock the door
I adore you when you do your chores
I adore you when you ask for more
And when you're looking for
The exit
This wasn't meant to be a war
I don't know what we're fighting for
I left you flowers by the door
I hope you come out soon to find 'em
I adore you
I adore you
I adore you, I do
I adore you
I adore you
I adore you, I do
I adore you
I adore you
I adore you, I do
I adore you
I adore you
I adore you, I do
Like a phoenix by the sea
I rise from algae and debris
The water waits for me
I can't adore you when you flea
My walls might
Have ears but
Your ears have ramparts
This wasn't meant to be a war
I don't know what we're fighting for
I left you flowers by the door
I hope you come out soon to find 'em
I adore you
I adore you
I adore you, I do
I adore you
I adore you
I adore you, I do
(Oh, fucking finally, Jesus Christ)
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2. |
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When you get to the point that you consider
Destroying yourself to prove your worth,
Run
Run
Run
And never look back
But what about all those times
I pulled the trigger and I
Destroyed myself
Unmoored alone
No thoughts to unpack
Who am I when I am by myself?
Who am I when there is no one else?
When no one's here,
I disappear
When no one's here,
I disappear
Being in love shouldn't require
A chainsaw, an ice block, and an artist for hire
Carve out these pieces of me
These pieces of me
Discard these pieces of me
These pieces of me
If I do it first,
I can't be coerced
To do it for you
Who am I when I am by myself?
Who am I when there is no one else?
When no one's here,
I disappear
When no one's here,
I disappear
All the love in the world won't remove the pebble from your shoe
What are you gonna do?
All the love in the world won't remove the pebble from your shoe
What are you gonna do?
All the love in the world won't remove the pebble from your shoe
What are you gonna do?
What are you gonna do?
What are you gonna do?
I'm going to heal
Who am I when I am by myself?
Who am I when there is no one else?
When no one's here,
I disappear
When no one's here,
I disappear
But I'm going to heal
I'm going to heal
I'm going to heal
I'm going to heal
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3. |
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I stopped reading 'cause of you
Even though you didn't ask me to
You didn't need to
You didn't need to
I stopped eating 'cause of you
Even though you'd never ask me to
Just to please you
Just to please you
I was changing my tires so I could drive
In case you wanted ice cream
And I kept pushing myself 'til I was on fire
Just to make sure you'd never cause a scene
You'd never cause a scene
I stopped achieving 'cause of you
Even though didn't ask me to
You didn't need to
You didn't need to you
I stopped dreaming 'cause of you
Even though you'd never ask me to
Just to please you
Just to please you
I was changing my tires so I could drive
In case you wanted ice cream
And I kept pushing myself 'til I was on fire
Just to make sure you'd never cause a scene
You'd never cause a scene
I stopped feeling 'cause of you
Even though didn't ask me to
You didn't need to
You didn't need to you
I stopped breathing 'cause of you
Even though you'd never ask me to
Just to please you
Just to please you
I was changing my tires so I could drive
In case you wanted ice cream
And I kept pushing myself 'til I was on fire
Just to make sure you'd never cause a scene
You'd never cause a scene
I was changing my tires so I could drive
In case you wanted ice cream
And I kept pushing myself 'til I was on fire
Just to make sure you'd never cause a scene
You'd never cause a scene
You didn't need to
You didn't need to
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4. |
10 of Wands (Kept Going)
05:05
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What happened was
We just kept going
Breathlessly,
We just kept going
We just kept going
Against all odds,
We just kept going
We just kept going
We had to stop,
But we just kept going
I didn't meant to make your burdens
So much more than I could bear
I thought that I could make you love me
But that lie's beyond repair.
"Our minds were brighter
(We just kept going)
When we were younger"
(We just kept going
We just kept going)
She said to me
(We just kept going
We just kept going)
As she turned to leave
(We just kept going)
I didn't meant to make your burdens
So much more than I could bear
I thought that I could make you love me
But that lie's beyond repair.
What happened was
We just kept going
Desperately,
We just kept going
We just kept going
We searched and sought,
We just kept going
We just kept going
Fraught, we fought,
But we just kept going
I didn't meant to make your burdens
So much more than I could bear
I thought that I could make you happy me
But that lie's beyond repair.
I didn't meant to make your burdens
So much more than I could bear
I thought that I could make you love me
But that lie's beyond repair.
We just kept going
We just kept going
We just kept going
We just kept going
We just kept going
We just kept going
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I got a job at the business factory
I wear a tie to the business factory
I start at 8 at the business factory
And I'm off by 5 at the business factory
And I do so much business
You can be my witness
I do so much business
I'm a business gymnast
I audit files at the business factory
Attend meetings at the business factory
Make some spreadsheets at the business factory
Revise maps at the business factory
And I do so much business
So I can buy my citrus
I do so much business
I'm the business gymnast
Ezekiel, the business gymnast
Watch me go; I'm the business gymnast
Look at me! the business gymnast
I am Zeekey B., the business gymnast
My plants are pens at the business factory
Two cat agendas at the business factory
I drink decaf coffee at the business factory
I don't want jitters at the business factory
And I do so much business
I can be ambitious
I do so much business
I'm the business gymnast
Look through my desk at the business factory
Three kinds of tums at the business factory
Snort some Flonase at the business factory
I eat oatmeal and kind bars at the business factory
I do so much business
Got some eucalyptus
I do so much business
I'm the business gymnast
Ezekiel, the business gymnast
Watch me go; I'm the business gymnast
Look at me! The business gymnast
I am Zeekey B., the business gymnast
It's someone's birthday at the business factory
There's cake in the break room at the business factory
I can't eat gluten at the business factory
But I go to hang at the break room factory
I do so much business
And I don't work Christmas
I do so much business
I'm the business gymnast
Ezekiel, the business gymnast
Watch me go; I'm the business gymnast
Look at me! The business gymnast
I am Zeekey B., the business gymnast
Zeekey B., the business gymnast
I am Zeekey B., the business gymnast
Zeekey B., the business gymnast
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6. |
Woke Up Sad
06:41
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I woke up sad today
But I made my coffee anyway
Packed my bags
Closed the blinds
Texted some friends
Fell behind
I woke up sad today
I woke up sad today
The dishes rot
In the sink
I know I
Have started to stink
It's not enough to make me shower
It's not enough to make me shower
It's not enough to make me shower
It's not enough to make me shower.
I woke up sad today
But I made my coffee anyway
Packed my bags
Closed the blinds
Texted some friends
Fell behind
I woke up sad today
I woke up sad today
All my choices
Spread out before me
Like paths in the forest
I hear panicked voices
And all I can do is write about it
All I can do is write about it
All I can do is write about it
All I can do is write about it
I woke up sad today
But I made my coffee anyway
Packed my bags
Closed the blinds
Texted some friends
Fell behind
I woke up sad today
I woke up sad today
I see the way
The grass roots grow
I don't know what
My future holds
But it's definitely my time to go
It's definitely my time to go
It's definitely my time to go
It's definitely my time to go
I woke up sad today
But I made my coffee anyway
Packed my bags
Closed the blinds
Texted some friends
Fell behind
I woke up sad today
I woke up sad today
Got nothing smart to say about it
Nothing smart to say about it
Nothing smart to say about it
Nothing smart to say about it
I woke up sad today
But I made my coffee anyway
I made my coffee anyway
I woke up sad today
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7. |
Never Be Enough
05:32
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After 8 years,
I finally saw
The farm equipment unfurl
Arms spread out
Like Cinderella
Ready for the ball
The dance it did,
Blades spinning in the wind,
The potential to behead,
Was otherworldly and
Incredibly human
She turned into machine again
So
Take these tears
Keep them close
Let them remind you
Of what you should have known
This isn't enough for either of us
It certainly
Will never be enough for me
Will never be enough for me
So many of
My thoughts are
Stories I need to write
But I can't stop
Writing songs
Like writing songs
Will right these wrongs
I wanted to be the safety net
That you never had
But you turned me
Into your hammock
Curled up and went to bed instead
So
Take these tears
Keep them close
Let them remind you
What you should have known
This isn't enough
For either of us
It certainly will never be enough for me
Never be enough for me
After 8 years,
I finally saw
The pain of being here
The fog lifted and we
Left each other
Piles of our bones picked clean
So
Take these tears
Keep them close
Let them remind you
Of what you should have known
This isn't enough
For either of us
It certainly will never be enough for me
Never be enough for me
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8. |
Feel So Alive
04:17
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I remember your taste
And the touch of your skin
I know if I asked
We'd do it again
Now I feel so alive
I can't wait to arrive
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh
ooh Ooh ooh
The road dips below
The lip of the lake
In a moment or so,
The water
Will rise up to take me
And I feel so alive
I can't wait to survive
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh
ooh Ooh ooh
I wanted to write
Before I came back,
But I
Put myself in a box
Sealed up the cracks
Now I feel so alive
I can't wait 'til I thrive
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh
ooh Ooh ooh
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9. |
Lie Low (E)
02:43
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I watched the windsock tube
Bust a funny little move
As these gusts
Buffet me around
I'm only thirty-four
I can't take this anymore
I can't keep waiting for the wind to die down
I won't lie low, lie low
I won't lie low, lie low
I won't lie low, lie low
I won't lie low, lie low
I tried to buy myself a shovel
So I could dig myself a hole
And bury my head
Deep in the sand
So I could pretend
That I didn't fucking know
I won't lie low, lie low
I won't lie low, lie low
I won't lie low, lie low
I won't lie low, lie low
The humming on my engine
The rumble in my tires
The thunder from the bass in the song
Makes the birds
Fly off of the wire
I can't be the virgin
I won't wanna be your whore
And I refuse
To be the fucking girl next store
The flames rise up
Like giants from the tomb
They consume
There's nothing left for me to do
I won't lie low, lie low
I won't lie low, lie low
I won't lie low, lie low
I won't lie low, lie low
I won't lie low, lie low
I won't lie low, lie low
I won't lie low, lie low
I won't lie low, lie low
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10. |
Don't Lie
04:43
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It's the last Friday
Before my big move
You call me up and I know
This could be my last chance
To see you
You're in town for one more night
You leave at first light
"Don't lie," I cry
As I drive West
"This is goodbye."
I drive.
It's my last Friday,
And I'm trying to see you one more time
I feel my soul drop out beneath me
As I read the road closure sign
It's the only paved high way
Between you and me
"Don't lie," I cry
As I drive West
"This is goodbye."
I drive.
It's my last Friday,
And I make my own way
Drive my Fiat fifty miles down
Gravel high way
The more time that I spend driving
The more the end point moves away
Some kind of optical illusion
At the end of a very long day
"Don't lie," I cry
As I drive West.
"This is goodbye."
I drive.
"Don't lie," I cry
As I drive West.
"This is goodbye."
I drive.
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Prodigal Sunscreen is one of the creative outlets for a former high school English teacher turned busker in pursuit of vague dreams of happiness.
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